27 December 2009

Christmas Skies, Perfect

I gave the last hug and hopped into the rental. it was a dreary cold day and I was headed to the airport to go home. For as much as I enjoyed the Christmas holiday, I was ready to unpack, retreat and sleep under my own covers.

The weekend felt complete. Driving to the airport, I caught a glimpse of the clouded sky. The sun was trying to peek out, as if to finally say hello on the dark Christmas day. It was beautiful.

After I raced to get the car back, trollied to the ticket counter and stripped for security: i boarded the aircraft with readiness and anticipation. Watching the sunset above the clouds was fascinating. Just seeing it made my insides smile.

*taken from my mobile phone*

26 December 2009

And Also With You...

It's been some time since I last went to a Mass. And every time, I enjoy the sheer reverence and simplicity of the hour long ceremony. This year, on Christmas eve, several family members and I joined my Grandmother for Mass and I have to say, it was beautiful.

As I walked into the stained-glass room, the lights were dim and there was a sense of Holy that hung in the air. Six Gallaghers filled half of the pew and a gentleman up front sat on a stool with his guitar. He opened the evening with quiet Christmas carols. O Holy Night, The First Noel gently assured the crowd that this was what Christmas was all about.

Following the angelic and sheppard dressed children came the Priest's procession. After a reading, Father Dave Ross told a story of a family who bought a nativity set that had two baby Jesus' in the set. The family held onto it thinking someone would buy the set w/ the missing baby Jesus. as it turned out, they stumbled on a family that had no nativity at all, nor any blankets or new warm clothes. the family gave away their milk, blankets and extra baby Jesus, so that the family may have a taste of Christmas joy in their home. What a perfect story to remind us about the giving the season brings, ever so much more than the getting.


In all of the standing and kneeling; a man in the crowd had collapsed. Father Dave stopped for a moment to ask for doctors and nurses to help. We all hoped he'd be alright and I said a special prayer.


Of the carols sung that night, the most beautiful came near the end when the Priest deeply bellowed Ave Maria in Latin. It was lovely and his voice carried in that sacred moment.


The recognition of the reverent child that began Christmas made the holiday sweet and bright. The humility of the story made me stand in upright awe of that beautiful deliverance.

23 December 2009

young forever...this christmas

i love the remix, it's inspiring:

20 December 2009

Everyone Has a Best Of....

Why should I exempt myself? It's a fun game of picking my favorites and you think I'm either right on, or way off. Either way, I get the chance to display some of my Favorites from the year 2009. Are you ready to jump for joy because my picks are groovy? Or perhaps you are ready to burst into tears at my terrible taste? Here I go!

**Top 5 Commercials of 2009:
(5) Playstation 3 makes me laugh. Coming in at number five is their newest commercial for the PS3, which advertises the blue-ray capability. It starts with a young teen complaining that his Grandmother can't stop watching movies while he's waiting to play. A representative of the company comes on screen to brag about the cool feature and remind the kid that his Grandmother used to push a hoop with a stick. A stick...a stick. Laugh out loud quality commercial.

(4) Number four: Victoria Secret's latest Christmas commercial. Producer Michael Bay (Transformers, Pearl Harbor, The Island and Friday the 13th), was asked to be involved with newest promotion of gorgeous lingerie. And he shows us that Charlie's Angels doesn't have to be cheesy! Between scenes of beautiful women in the rough and delicate feminine stages, Bay creates a sensory image for the customer that wants to make sexy a statement. The music choice - "Merchant of Death" from the Iron Man soundtrack. It's as if the intent is to make these models heroic. I'm a fan of the product anyhow, as are most women, and now I feel like I'm in charge. A solid vote from me.

(3) Next up: I nominate Stand by Me by Playing for Change. It was more than an incredible idea for a music video; it promoted unity across the globe. It called attention to the homeless on the street, an issue I certainly connect with, and the non-profit organization made a name for itself, raising money using the music of many street performers to grab the public's attention. Playing for Change has since made other amazing videos with similar themes and voices and they were given a top 10 spot on best album list for the year by the Associated Press.Beautiful!

(2) Running 2nd is a Viral commercial. A small ad agency in North Carolina, called Boone Oakley created a cartoon parody of what other agencies do and what they do. What's funny about it is the level of comic honesty the stick-figures express (and I'm putting that lightly). I'm not joking. I couldn't help but laugh out loud watching this and it was more of a "what-on-earth-that's-hilarious" sort of laugh. Ironically, at then end of the commercial, when they rolled their demo reel, I immediately recognized a Ruby Tuesday commercial that had circled the web and even TV. Despite their low-key status and not residing in a big city, they seemed have made a name for themselves just by being creative. Fantastic.

(1) Finally: Levi Jeans' "Go Forth" campaign has impressed me the most this year. It is a campaign that brings the old and the new together. Levi's campaign created a retro feel and went bounding through America seeking the identity of rising generations...soliciting that under it's name-brand jeans. Not only do the commercials recite century old poems, but the cinematography expresses the beauty and the depth of youth at the same time. The colors fade tainting to black and white, flashing between simple and sexy images that are as profound as everyday people. They've posted short documentary spots on their Facebook page that target communities around the country. They allow the public to post creative writing samples and photography on their website. They even donated $100,000 dollars to Charity: Water. And after all that: I want to buy a pair of Levi jeans an be part of it all too. Brilliant!

**Top 5 Music Videos of 2009
(5) In November Rihanna released her album, "Rated R," along with single and video Russian Roulette. I have never been a huge fan of Rihanna, as I felt, previously that the young star's voiced sounded forced more often than not. But this year, she has matured in a unique way. After her frightful incident with former boyfriend, Chris Brown, earlier this year, she took her pain and emotions and put them into incredible music. Russian Roulette is a tell tale of an abusive relationship and the video itself shows a woman's inner battle - her inner battle in getting out of the relationship. It also show split second scenes that seemed to replay her struggle. Her voice as well drenched with passion and ease.

(5) Tied at number 5, just because I couldn't make up my mind- is Beyonce's Sweet Dreams. Beyonce's videos from "I am Sasha Fierce" have been truly dynamic. They have showcased her vocal ability as well as her dance ability, and I'm loving it. Sweet Dreams not only is a great dance video, but just as in a dream, the colors and effects are rather surreal, from the her outfits to the floating glass after she busts through a mirror. It's an extremely sexy and visually appealing video.

(4) Weezer makes the chart for me this year. Recently released I Want You Too video and featuring Sara Bareilles. While the album does not contain this version, I found it impressive that Weezer pulled in Bareilles' talent to duet the song in a laid back recording video. The casual session resonates with the indie rock/pop sound despite the fact the Weezer is under a major label. It's simple and gives the song a fun image of two people falling in love, and enjoying life together. Fan-tas-tic.

(3) From late 2008 and all 2009 year long, Lady Gaga has made and HUGE impression among audiences of all types. I have a great appreciation for the talent that Lady Gaga has and uses in every avenue of her music. From her voice, to piano to her dance ability, she really has what it takes to draw a crowd and rise to the top of the charts. She is the first ever to have 4-Number-1 singles of of any album. With a re-release and some new tunes to follow-up of The Fame, Gaga rolls out a resounding new video to accompany "The Fame Monster": Bad Romance. The song itself carries ode to Alfred Hitchcock in the lyrics, and combines dance with a colorful Russian-Mafia type story. Her voice bellows through longer notes and her changing appearance throughout the video sheds Gaga's faces - both beautiful and, well, interesting to say the least. Amazing video.

(2) Coming in half-way, I pick Jordin Sparks, Battlefield. The song itself is a bit "anthem-y" and the video gives a very simplistic view of that. But it's important to note why this video really sticks out to me. Watch Jordin's face at about 2 minutes and 43 seconds in: the moment is a split second but it shows the determination of the song~ the sadness of struggle but the drive to move forward and conquer the challenge of a difficult relationship.

(1) U2's "No Line On The Horizon" has been a dynamic album this year. Complete with a 360 world tour, the band has once again shaken it's audience into excitement. One of the most incredible songs on the album, Magnificent, comes in as the number one video. It opens with the sun shining bright and the mystery of a glorious city covered under sheets as if it is being prepared to unveil significant beauty. From scenes of Bono's worshipful state to the revelation of unique people and the emasculate stone city, the song lifts the listener to think higher. Even the lyrics are truly compelling: "I was born/I was born to sing to You/I didn't have a choice but to life you up." Simple, beautiful, praiseworthy, Magnificent.

Honorable Mention: 2009 has been one of the most interesting years for the world of Music. The world lost one of the greatest inovators of pop music: Michael Jackson. Stepping beyond the Jackson 5 and growing up in front of our eyes, Jackson entered the 80s with a few dance moves no one could imagine to try. His album, Thriller, one of the most successful albums of all time. So in honor I will list on of my favorite dance videos of the Jackson era: Smooth Criminal.

So now the question is: what do you think?

13 December 2009

Perfect Silence

"Prayer is sitting in the silence until it silences us, choosing gratitude until we are grateful, praising God until we ourselves are a constant act of praise"
~Richard Rohr


What silences you this Christmas? What stills your mind? What forces you attention so much so, that you are rendered speechless?

The season is at hand and in the last 24 hours, any sign of restless has ceased to exist. Oh, sure, it's the season to be busy...but what is busy but the insane commercial promotion of a beautiful holiday?

It doesn't need to be filled with gifts, but rather people- those that you love the most and perhaps even those you don't. It doesn't need to be overwhelming, instead, let it be a time to slip away from the daily stresses that grab our attention so much more easily than silence.

Yes, the noise of our work places, our phones, our challenges can seem so loud. But maybe just perhaps....instead, think on things, or go out and do the things that bring joy to life: hug your child, give the poor, smile once more in the day, keep in mind that the beauty of this holiday, is more about how we give ourselves than what we receive from others. The very meaning of this holiday is of course, that we were given- the greatest gift of all from One that loves us most, LIFE.

Let silence be a way of life. End this year, start the next in a life of gratifying rest-- that your life may display all that it was created to be.


09 December 2009

Nation

I have been reading yet another book by Terry Pratchett, and this time a book he wrote geared for young adults.

The book tackles and exciting tale of a young tribal boy, anticipating his manhood, and a lost young woman from developing world, both landing on the same island. Each is a mystery to the other, each speaks in a different language. And the two, together, must find away to build a society from a destroyed nation.

But there is one aspect that has caught my attention and here, I will elaborate:

"Where is your chief?"
"I'm here," said Mau firmly.
The young man started at Mau. "You are the Chief? But you're just a boy!"
"Not just. Not even. Not only. Who knows?" said Mau, "The wave came. These are new days.Who knows what we are? We survived, that's all." He paused and thought: and became what we have to be.

The most exciting parts of this grand story is that the young Mau went off to seek his manhood, and in coming upon his own island after a storm, he proved that he could become that, not by accomplishing the assigned tasks of elders or filling the expectations of his people~ but by taking upon himself the responsibility of building from nothing, and without the "right-know how" from his people. Mau had to discover, on his own- how to properly bury the dead, find food, water or milk, and had to face his fears...of the spirits he thought were tormenting him. He had to learn how to treat a strange girl and welcome her and work with her to build a new nation.

We are more resilient than we give ourselves credit for. When we feel the weakest, it often means we are at our strongest to survive, to pull forward, and to build again. Nothing is truly impossible, even when building a Nation.

08 December 2009

Living Beyond Thinking

"We do not think ourselves into a new way of living. We live ourselves into new way of thinking. Without action and lifestyle decisions, without concrete practices, words are dangerous and largely illusory" ~Richard Rohr

We dream of what we will be, we waste away thinking into existence without ever taking one step forward.

It seems to me that so many people believe that life is supposed to fall into their lap, and that includes Christian people. "The Lord's Will" is a common mystical phrase when needing an excuse for their not going after life to the fullest! Others use the idea that God will change their mind when referring to their current miserable job. How unfortunate!

I am firm believer, not only in personal choices and responsibility, but in the very idea that God has planted gifts, talents, abilities and more importantly: goals and dreams in our hearts and minds to seek out, to accomplish!

No, I'm not saying that we shouldn't trust Him in our difficulty or that we won't be led in a direction that challenges us or we that we should throw away our livelihood. BUT, I AM saying that I see no harm, in seeking to be all that we are created to be and to the greatest capacity. And that requires: action.

It goes against Rene Decartes' philosophy "I think therefore I am." We must live out who are because waiting around for a life-changing audible voice isn't going to get us anywhere.

"If you don't have a clear sense of your passion, dream or calling, then try everything. Be daring, try new adventures, broaden your worldview and build relationships" ~Cara Davis (Relevant Magazine)

I recently read an article in the mentioned online magazine about a generation of 20-somethings going after what they believe they are meant to do. While many of the responses to the article were encouraging, there were a couple, however, that just could not see fit to find that pursuing or discovering one's passion as a Godly thing to do. And frankly, I find that odd. There were even a couple of people older than their 20s and thought that it didn't pertain to them because it didn't call on the 30s+ for examples.

Again, I reiterate: having a dream is amazing thing. But we have to be willing to take it one step further and go after it- it may require hard work, sacrifice, but it will be the one thing we love, the one thing that drives us and it will take us far from having an average state of being.

Of course, too, I think it goes beyond the 20-somethings. I think there are 30, 40 & 50-somethings who may find their lives not what they expected to be, and feel they've never gone after the one thing they're passionate about. And they should do it. You never to old and you're never to young start. Stop thinking about it. Go for it.

Change your thinking into living. Get out of that emotional rut by making choices that will take you to the next level of all that you're meant to be and do. Be the greatest creation on Earth. It's worth it.

01 December 2009

Black Equals Laugh

We approached the mall, pulling slowly in to the parking lot as we noticed the line of people waiting out in front of the door. It was slightly below 40 degrees and I couldn't help but smirk at the crazy people willing to wait for the mid-night black-Friday opening. We drove all the way around the mall and found one other door with another line and security guards checking their watches. What was more was the juggler on stilts entertaining the crowd. We decided to just sit patiently in the warm truck and figured we'd mozy on in when the line of people had made their way into the mall.

As 12AM hit the clock and the sliding doors open, people RAN into the mall as if door buster deals were gone yesterday! We laughed, walked up and made a beeline for the restrooms. Not a single department store was open, but almost all of the mall-shops were. Starbucks sat at the center ready to take on the nut-jobs who needed their coffee. And the stilts guy was joined by two buddies for more amateur juggling.

Ironically, as suspected, none of the stores had limited supply of their big-black-Friday sales. From 12AM to 10AM would be buy one, get one frees, 50% to 70% off and perky high school- college kids ready to take on the next 12 hours.

We took our time, went to all the stores without any dramatic gift in mind. We picked out Wall-E figurines, a few stocking stuffers and even a couple t-shirts for ourselves, drank a cup of coffee, cheered for the stilts guy and left a couple hours later when frankly, we were over it.

On our way home, we drove by Best Buy and I got a good laugh. Why? Oh, you can imagine: tents, lawn chairs, blankets, and insane people waiting for the big opening of Black Friday in all it's glory. What was the item this year? HA. Cyber Monday came soon enough for me.

It's Christmas Time!

~MotoBlur Picture~

30 November 2009

astounded by thinking

i have not written much in the last month. but certainly, as the holidays have come upon us, and with so much on the mind, i have spent time thinking and perhaps in some way, preparing. and so i move forward. tis' the season could not come at a better time, for thankfulness and praise are two of the greatest gifts we can give. should it lift another, it is good.

there is something to be said about fascination. defined by the dictionary: to be fascinated is be drawn, attracted to, held attentively to a unique power. it arouses curiosity and allures. i do not believe that it is something that we ourselves can create, but rather, something "out there" that demands our attention...and as such, we are blown away.

mystical does not begin to describe the object of fascination and would it not be plausible that what draws a human being is something more than what the physical senses can experience?

this christmas, i am overwhelmed by what i see around me and how it draws me outside myself. it is as if i am peering beyond the flesh and blood that covers the earth, it as if i can see the inside of all that exists and it is beautiful, for it was made to glorify that which Created it.

i am grateful for that which allures me, demands my pause, and focuses my contemplation.

12 November 2009

This Week

While I realize my commentary for the month of November has been short, there are a few articles I want to direct you attention to....more to come soon.

**Lou Dobbs, the last of the original CNN anchors has resigned his position with the Network.

**Carrie Prejean is in the news again, and this time with a book. And she completely made a fool of herself on Larry King Live. Seriously, Larry, inappropriate?! Someone drag her out of the spotlight please.

**One Third of the homeless in the United States are veterans. This is an outrageous reflection on the Militray's post-treatment of it's men and women who've served tirelessly.

**Vangaurd Journalism on Current TV produced an interesting piece on the porn industry and it's web development ideas in a slumping economy. While I am not a fan of pornographic content, I thought that the outlook of this piece, focusing on the business and techonolgy was very well done.

**Rolling Stone did an interesting article on the new Lady Gaga video release. According to the talented, creative and shocking star: her inspiration had many inspirations including Alfred Hitchcock and she took time to work with Frances Lawrence from I Am Legend.

**And while Pluto still might not be a planet, it's back in the game as Wired Magazine talks about scientists love for it.

10 November 2009

Happy 40th Birthday!

In honor of the Sesame Street's 40th Anniversary (and as a proud American), I thought I would share one on my favorite characters. Certainly, as a child, I thought he was the funniest, and now, so many other reasons to love...Oscar the Grouch. Wink.



*Little known fact: as I've just recently learned it, myself, Aerosmith covered Oscar's song...how much COOLER does that make Oscar?!

01 November 2009

November 1st

Given that today is "All Saints Day" I thought it might be appropriate to note something of worth that happened on this day in history.

For starters; "All Saints," while established in 609 or 610~ was not officiated as November 1st until over 200 years later under Charlemagne. The history of this day was designated by the Pope to celebrate the saints and those of Godly character. How ironic and fantastic the celebration comes after a night that was meant to ward off evil. In tune with such recognition, I would venture to say that one the saints that I have great respect for would be Saint Patrick. Yes, it's true, I am Irish, but Patrick was not....however, he was held captive by the Celtic peoples in Ireland. After he escaped, he attended seminary, traveled and became a Catholic clergy. But it did not stop there: he returned to the people who had enslaved him and offered them a new perspective and beauty to life. How wondrous is this story?

In 1512; Michelangelo's Sistine Chapel was revealed for the public to see. Not only is it considered one of the greatest works (if not THE greatest) of the Renaissance period, but it was created under great frustrations. Not only is he have thought to have stood for most of the work on a scaffold, but he painted by method of "fresco"...the paint was applied to a damp canvas of sorts and the color would often dry quickly as a result, re-mixing the colors each day could be a challenge because should it the mix of color not be exact, Michelangelo would have to tear the layer and re-apply. The work took almost 5 years to complete.

...and these, friends, are events to celebrate and start this month, this winter, with a positive note....

30 October 2009

A Few Things

Over the past month, the focus of my blogs has been that of the beauty in suffering. Ironically browsing the web has brought me to a few items, worth noting, in tune. Take a look.

--James Nachtwey is a name I have only learned recently. He has been a photojournalist known for his graphic images of war torn and devestating places. His pictures tell and heart-wrenching story, on that I hope will inspire your prayers and activism.

--Relevant Magazine recently addressed how to get through those times when it seems our faith has faded. Perhaps b/c of our society, our job, our relationships, whatever the case may be, neverthless, the concluson was encouraging.

--A young woman in Cuba is living in hiding as she boldly blogs her thoughts about the governement for which she has grown up under. Her words make a strong impact:

"No one knows better the mechanisms of censorship in Cuba that few writers in the national newspapers. The press here has become a profession that requires measurements lurid adjectives, weigh the issues and often hide personal opinion in order to keep a job. It's a life decision to be a journalist from the official media, I know, but I also know some who have been caught in the intricacies of complicity, waiting for that day when they can write what they think."

--And finally friends, i leave you hope in the world...

29 October 2009

carving soap (~part 2)

"suffering often indicates that god is setting us free from something" (jacobson/coleman)

"how many of the most significant moments in your life came not because it all went right, but because it all fell apart?...It's strange how there can be art in the agony." (bell)

has that which you've suffered forced your honesty? perhaps you have finally had to take a look at your life and say: the plan did not work, the future must look ever so differently. and could it be that, simultaneously, you have no idea what exactly how it will turn out from here. my friends, you're not alone and it is not for nothing. not this time. not any time.

some weeks ago, i mentioned that i'd heard rob bell speak on this very topic of suffering. he noted that,
"suffering...compels us to eliminate the unnecessary, the trivial, the superficial." (bell)
the sculpture, he said, knows what to take away when creating a masterful art.

so i ask, in all your agony, what must you eliminate, so that the beauty of all that's in you will shine through? perhaps, your most glamorous moment is in the midst of your deepest struggle. and perhaps when you emerge, you will have shed your skin of a dissatisfied life.

failure provides us with an opportunity: to learn, to evolve into who we are meant to be...to grow. may i suggest, ever so boldly, that
"the failed pieces are essential." (bell)

and in the mean-time, know that you, that we are not alone: and isn't that what we desire, to know, to feel that we are not alone in our mess and that it may become something more than for nothing? a community built around suffering ironically, brings greater love and peace among enemies than any other possible commonality.

what's more, friends, is this: the Divine, in all His glory, experienced blood, pain, and agony as if to tell each human being, "i know how you feel."

trust, that, above all.

26 October 2009

U2 Should Have Seen it Live

The crowd's voices began to rise with anticipation as U2 walked toward the stage. The twitter remarks went ballistic with excitement, and so- in all their glory, began a beautiful serenade live from YouTube.

First of all, the fact that technology has given the gift of live concert viewing is, in itself, incredible. But beyond that, I find it fascinating that U2 gave it's fans a chance to get a little more connected, as many may have missed opportunities to physically attend this year's 360 World Tour.


The concert opened up with Bono's vocals easing into the song, "Breathe" and continued non-stop for close to 2 and half hours, ending beautifully with "Moment of Surrender."


In tune with their humanitarian spirit, the band pointed to many peaceful leaders around the world that have made a difference~ such as Nelson Mandela, and a special tribute to
Aung San Su Kyi, who has been the focal point of persecution by Myanmar forces. Bono even tacked on a rendition of "Amazing Grace," as if in a state of worship. It was beautiful.

This certainly was the closest I have been to a real concert by U2, and certainly plan an appearance in the coming future. I was impressed. In all his thank you's; Bono thanked and asked the crowd to pull our their cell phones, in an attempt to joke, he said, "I'll text ya later," but with the intention of a final, and cheesy wave of lights....which actually, turned out to look like a city at night or perhaps, even more, a constellation...a patter of stars in the sky.


The Rose Bowl stadium, and its sea of fans made the live streaming experience truly unique.

21 October 2009

Vincent

A bit of Tim Burton's creativity...for Halloween....(wink)

20 October 2009

Plugging IN

Coming to the close of the month, I've definitely come across a few things worth checking out:

**Bout the Web:
--Levi Jeans has launched a campaign called Go Forth. Ironically, it seems to involve scavenger hunts, artistic muse and the American Identity. I'm still trying to figure it all out, but it's fascinating. THIS video was amazing. It's about 17 minutes long and you might have to be logged into Facebook to see.

--With Cuba's history, Vangaurd journalists from Current TV have gone to see if the new generation has the itch to overthrow the current dictatorship. In preparation for the documentary, one of the journalists shares a few personal thoughts on covering the story.

--Reviews on the MotoBlur Cliq phone are here (Motorola's adaption of the Android Google phone). Interesting enough....to buy or not to buy?

--Apparently U2 will be streaming live on the Web Sunday by way of your YouTube for their L.A. concert. Personally, I'm more anxious for them to realease US tour dates for 2010.

**Blogs:
--Does Aid Work? A former humanitarian aid worker and activist looks at the dent no matter how small the efforts can make

--Joseph Thompson recently shared some incredible thoughts on Unconditional Love this past week.

**Other Stuff:
--Relevant Magazine's take on Where the Wild Things Are.

**Recommended Reads:
--I just finished Small Gods last week by Terry Pratchett. The Great God Om has been reduced to a small turtle. But he has found One believer who may be his greatest hope to reaching the hearts of all human belief.

--I've also just finished a book called So You Don't Want to Go to Church Anymore? Yes, seeming a awkward title for a novel, the stories unique explanation of how a Church and how belief in God might look- is fascinating. A Pastor grows weary of the very four-walled-building he helped develop and create when along comes a mysterious older man, named John, who shows him a better way. It's an interesting follow-up to The Shack.

--My thoughts on the two books and how they relate is HERE.

19 October 2009

The Turtle Moves & Meets You Where You Are

"Belief...belief shifts. People start out believing in the God and end up believing in the structure." (Pratchett)

"
It's a matter of what's real. There are lots of ways the church can celebrate its life together. At the moment, you only seem to grasp one of them. Seeing the church as a reality instead of an activity will allow you to celebrate the church however she expresses herself around you." (Jacobson/Coleman)

Two different books, belief systems, writing styles and two vastly different stories, but somehow; they seem to intertwine many of the same messages. In Terry Pratchett's fantasy (Small Gods) Disc World, the Great God, Om, now a small turtle, has found only but one true believer among the Omnian church. In Wayne Jacobson's Californian city of Kingston (So You Don't Want To Go To Church Anymore?), the mysterious John has landed upon a pastor who is frustrated and disillusioned by the very church he helped create. The same conclusion has been drawn, the structure, the system- by hands of mankind has become a valley of unsatisfying hope- a full life feeling unattainable.

My friends: I am here to say this~ the Church does not have the answers. What's more: Christians do not have the answers.


The sing-song club of "knowing something you don't know" is a farse and there is life available to all outside what the Christian crowd calls "right." The structure built by man has often trapped God in box. The fact is, there is no box, there is no limit to the Super-power "out there." Questions and concerns, by the way, are allowed.


No, this is not to say that people who involve themselves in the structure are bad or wrong. But it IS to say, that it is not what provides full satisfaction. It only takes 2 or 3, it only takes people doing life together- and if that takes place outside a routine setting, then that is and will be-- most beautiful of all.


It's true that what I have been told all my life I should or should not be doing, I am not, and what I've been defined by (or told that I ought to be identified with)- from those in an American church and out is not how I define myself. But nor is it the way He defines me. I am going beyond telling you the, "I'm fine" answer. I am beyond acknowledging any guilt for missing a Sunday or a Wednesday. I am free to live life- as I have been designed to live. I am completely drawn and compelled, by choice, to seek out why the Creator of the Universe chooses me. I am free to befriend all or any who cross my path and I hold no stones.


I do not find what I believe to be attached to politics. I do not find it necessary to exalt "being religious," for I am not flawless. If the truth be told: I am a totally unhinged human being, abandoned to a life of great passion and above all love.


And so, only this, for now, is true: that which is real- wants you so that you may know you're not alone. Your suffering will birth beauty. Your joy will be like an infectious disease. The structure is not a true representation of what is.


The answer is "out there."

14 October 2009

Postcards Changing the World

I have, before, spoken of the strength behind confession. I even talked about the mediums in the modern world in which people are able to find company and overcome. Recently, Relevant Magazine discussed Frank Warren, the founder and creative inventor of Post Secret.

Warren's newest Post Secret book covers the cry for spirituality from those who send him postcards. The title: Confessions of Life, Death & God display the questions, fears and admissions of people who are seeking a sense of deep spirituality ~ and desire for answers. As Warren travels and talks about the book, he mentions that this series of confessions show both the "selfishness" and the "selflessness of our spiritual selves." How ironic is it that as a people, we feel more comfortable pouring out in a piece of artwork to a stranger and yet only "fine" is acceptable in our churches and Warren says, our communities.

Nevertheless as the Post Secret project continues on, it does create an incredible way for people to connect and know that they're not alone, which when suffering, dreaming, and exploring -we all crave to know.

09 October 2009

"Death by Wallpaper & Flooring"

Leaping to the stage in a retro button-down black shirt and his signature specs; Rob Bell already had the crowd's attention. We had all come to find out just what "Drops Like Stars" really meant.

After cordial hellos, witty jokes about making lunches for his children and what it was like traveling to Iowa and Georgia; Bell finally opened up his talk with a contrast of suffering and joy. His opening story was of a man with two sons whose families each were pregnant in the same year, while one experienced miscarriage, and the other a beautiful birth. He noted that, like this family in the maternity ward, we all "live in the hallways," experiencing a life back and forth of both pain and profound celebration.

But instead of furthering the discussion as to why we suffer~ he continued with the idea that often, incredible creativity and beauty can be birthed in excruciating pain. He observed that the most inventive minds are often out of place in the most serious, monotone, or digressing circumstances.

Since hearing, there have been many ideas and points that stuck out to me. My mind stews over each of them carefully. And for now, I will touch on just one. After acknowledging an ironic scene in Old School, he said:

"He has the life that is often portrayed as the ideal, a wife, a house, a job, security, comfort, privilege, freedom- and yet it's left him bored, numb and in a low grade state of despair. His success has actually served to distract him from how deeply unsatisfied he is with his life. I assume none of us want to starve, or be shot at or lose someone we love, but it's possible to die a sort of death at the other end of the spectrum as well, isn't it?"

Bell touched on the fact that there is often part of us that craves a sense of controversy in our lives, a sense of need to adventure and to overcome, b/c as it happens, we too find that extraordinary things can come from difficulty. It's as if when the "art of disruption" occurs, we are building the pieces back in new ways, and having to look the future with new meaning and possibility~ because the "plan" did not turn out nor was it truly satisfying. Boredom is a frustration that leads to a longing for meaning and depth that often only suffering can bring.

There is a subconscious need to come alive in something, for something because we have found ourselves in a despairing rut of "death by wallpaper."

Bell noted a Japanese writer who said: "it's precisely because of the pain, precisely because we want to overcome that pain, that we can get a feeling, through this process, of really being alive."

So what is it, exactly, that our world has us trapped in, and how or where do we get detached from it?

These Just IN

Your Need to Know:


**Obama won the Nobel Peace Prize? Apparently, the committee forgot to watch SNL last weekend. ..."Hope" is not what IS. And should not the honor go to someone who has brought something to a reality?...to what "IS"


**Apparently, NASA has plans to crash right into the Moon, and their looking for water.

**Landslides and water damage is getting worse in the Philippines. It saddens me to see so many people dead and the aid will have to provide for the long haul.

**Vincent van Gogh had a series of letters that are now being put on exhibition. It's apparent that this tortured artist was able to write with wit and entertaining thoughts. There was always a "method to his madness" or so it seems.

**Google has provided a feature that allows a user to access another number and forward all mail and cell messages to the users email. Apparently some lawmakers don't like the fact that big bad Google knows how to expand phenomenoal technology.

**Finally, if you didn't see it yesterday, you must today. The Black Eyed Peas and a massive crowd put on a masterful performance to let Oprah (and all of us) know that Today's Gonna be a Good Day!!

04 October 2009

Moses, Obama & Greatness

"We are in the presence of a lot of Moseses," Barack Obama said on March 4, 2007, three weeks after announcing his candidacy for President. He was speaking in Selma, Ala., surrounded by civil rights pioneers. Obama cast his run for the White House as a fulfillment of the Moses tradition of leading people out of bondage into freedom. "I thank the Moses generation, but we've got to remember that Joshua still had a job to do. As great as Moses was ... he didn't cross over the river to see the promised land." (Feiler, TIME)

This past week; TIME Magazine had an incredibly astounding article discussing how Moses from the Bible is a character often used to compare to U.S. Presidents. Author, Bruce Feiler called attention to several scripts siting George Washington and Abe Lincoln. He also noted that Superman, written by Jewish men, drew small similarities to Moses life as well as showed how Charlton Heston's The Ten Commandments reflected American government vs. European regimes.

What caught my attention most was the suggestion that perhaps President Obama should look to Moses, rather than Joshua, for a few leadership lessons. Feiler suggests, first, that the story of Moses is one of hope...that Obama must recognize that he needs "to sell the milk & honey." His suggestion is that it was the promise of what was to come that gave people courage to cross the Red Sea. I would go further to say, that this is a fine point but only matched w/ the fact that perhaps Obama should stop trying to BE the milk and honey- as such was promoted in his campaign. And people are finding, it's just not the case. He's one man who has to work w/in a system that isn't always going to give him what he wants.

Secondly the author states that Obama has "struggled" with responding to the immigration issue. He notes that in the "Moses story" there are a number of verses, in the Torah books, that refer the treatment and reception of foreigners. Feiler never suggests exactly what Obama should do, but I gather that the point is he should not ignore the problem.

Finally, Feiler talks about Moses (and Obama's) "naysayers." Moses faced opposition, even his "birthright" being questioned, as Obama's. However, what Feiler noted was how well Moses stood his ground w/ the people~ and ultimately, Obama needs to do that same. In short? "Spine-up," which ironically has been a comment from both Liberals and Conservatives alike.

But continuing on, further than the article, for just moment: I find something else ever so interesting, something that really is just more of an observation than anything. Joshua, a name meaning "salvation" or "God saves," was a man that took the Israelites into the Promised Land. They conquered it and populated it~ it was paradise, so to speak. Many years later, a Man with a derived name from Joshua, did the same thing, for the heart of mankind...gave them a way into "paradise"- a life filled w/ the beauty of "milk & honey."

I find it awkward that many people have hailed Obama as a "Savior." Oh, no, they won't say it that way, but did you notice how many Americans flocked to him as if he would be the answer to ALL the country's problems? Not only so, but the quote above indicates that Obama "accepted" this call. A bit presumptuous to put it lightly.

Ironically, folks, he thus far has not panned out the way it was all expected. While the U.S. has pulled from Iraq, Afghanistan is a mess, Gitmo has not closed down (yet), Health-care reforms are battling, unemployment has reached 9.8%, higher than it's been since the 1980s and several other factors. Granted, I'm not suggesting the Obama can't succeed or won't. There's still a few years ahead. BUT what I am suggesting is that, just perhaps, a Utopian society is not purposed for life on Earth- and that the U.S. still may have some wrestling in the desert to do. Obama must be ok with that and realize that you can't force water out of the rock just because you don't think it's going to come through due process (Numbers 20:1-13).

The truth is: we still live in the freest country in the world, our elections are watched like hawks from foreign neighbors and while tough times are frustrating~ our leaders don't always have the flawless answers, but we will get through them. So the question becomes: are you ok with that?

30 September 2009

Plugging IN

Hey Everyone~ Fall is here, and October starts tomorrow. Time for the leaves to turn colors, pumpkin pie to made, plans for creepy costumes in the works, and who can forget celebrating all the (pink) women and their boobs out there?...yes, October is here. Lovely isn't it? To get you started, here are some bouts around the web. You'll be glad you clicked.

**News You Can Use:
--Apparently according to one study German men are smelly and terrible the in bedroom. I assure you, it's not Cosmo's quiz.

--If Ahmadinejad had a Gmail account....

--A study in England & Europe has given a number heroin addicts doses of heroine as a way to ween them off the drug. So far, several patients have rehabilitated. But still couldn't this be seriously dangerous?

--A recent article discussed the treatment of women in the work place during the 1940s: thankfully feminist movement followed

**Blogs:
--Maybe you heard, maybe you didn't, but Walmart recently decided to return the motor home of a young well educated homeless woman. Her story is somewhat fascinating.

**Goings on:
--It's Breast Cancer Awareness mo. and Yoplait is asking everyone to save their pink lids! I know I am. Every lid is 10 cents toward the Susan B. Koman foundation. For information on Breast Cancer, click HERE.

--After 40 weeks of Documenting the World Pictures, I am mauling over a number of slots for a Coffee Table book that will include both Photography & Writing. I hope and expect it will come out for Christmas.


22 September 2009

What's Really Going On...

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"Embracing the concept of something greater may involve a specific experience of God; it may or may not include an attachment to a religious community or faith. It can involve a simple awareness  that the world does not revolve around you. The basic element is Faith: Faith that the sun will come out in the morning, that the laws of physics will continue to function as we have always known them, and, most important for the narcissist, that people can be trusted, and that the world can be a good and safe place." (~Dr. Drew pg241)

Recently I finished Dr. Drew Pinsky's book, The Mirror Effect. For many of you who know the celebrity doctor, he's quickly become a rational voice among the addictive and outrageous behaviors of Hollywood stars. He's not Dr. Phil, with his own sensational antics of advice~ instead he addresses the needs of the desperate stars who are about to break. After years of treating patients, hosting VH1's Celebrity Rehab, Sober House, radio programming - Lovelines and a host of other public psychological advice, I find that Dr. Drew has a lot to bring to the table.

The Mirror Effect is an important book on the how society progresses toward celebrity status as well as how the public both feeds it, and feeds off of it. The book is an in depth discussion on how narcissistic behaviors take over a person and ultimately can destroy them. Pinsky even points out in the changes that have happened in media over the last 50 years and how the addictive behaviors of our celebrity idols become more noticed, sought out and even worse than they have been before.

At the end of the read, Pinsky offers the 40 question NPI test for readers to evaluate their behavior. Granted, he notes that it's not a complete determinant if someone is a narcissist, but it can be an indicator. Throughout the read; he talks about the percentages of average americans compared to celebrities and particularly reality stars. He recommends counseling for further diagnosis and even talks about the unfortunate message that is being handed to teenagers today.

As to the quote above: I found it profound that it was included in Pinsky's final comments. The fact remains that each person MUST realize that no one has any more entitlement than another to exist and function in the world. It does take a special kind of trust and faith to step out in humility and be able to embrace those around you, to exalt them above yourself and ultimately allow who you truly are to shine. Celebrities don't have it all, their failures are not a justification for our society to fail and become grotesque. They are people with wounds and faults like everyone else...being in the spotlight only makes life harder, not easier. In the end: the Mirror Effect ought not to be a disdainful reflection, but a balance of support and growth from the inside out.

The book itself is worth reading, informational, and can even be educational. I would definitely recommend it.

13 September 2009

House MD~ Season 6

It's a week away...

11 September 2009

Documenting the World, Wk 40, City Colors

Today, I took Paulina out to do an experimental shoot with me. There are spots in town I had not done any photography yet, so she played my model and helped me out. The afternoon was a sheer blast as I hardly had to do any work. Paulina is animated and was certainly easy to do this with, I appreciated it.

10 September 2009

This Week

*Brett McCracken wrote a great piece on why President Obama's back-to-school speech was very well presented. He discusses why FOX News was wrong for criticizing it and hits home the true & underlying mesage Obama gave, which was simple: "at the end of the day...none of it will matter unless you fulfill your responsibilities." Certainly this is a lesson that we can all accept and that Obama grew up learning.

*Sara J. Gonzalez Memorial Park is conducting it's dedication ceremony today. Sara J. Gonzalez is the mother of Ofelia de la Valette- who is the founder & owner of Dance 101. My coming documentary project is covering her story. As for Gonzalez; she was a well respected member of the Atlanta Hispanic community~ so for her family and friends, this is an exciting event, not to mention, an incredible addition to all their stories.

*Guess who's been named to replace Paula Abdul on American Idol? The one and only Ellen Degeneres! I'm not joking. The only oddity about this is Ellen has never been seriously involved with the music industry as the other judges, but the show's producer claims that her knowledge of the American public could bring a different and positive spin on the judging. Could be interesting.

*Apparently, people haven't had enough Michael Jackson tribute yet. Sunday, during MTV's Video Music Awards, not only will Janet Jackson perform a musical tribute but the trailer for a film based around the last footage of Jackson's rehearsal's will be unleashed as well.

*Tomorrow is the 8th Anniversary of the September 11th Attacks. I anticipate that people across the country will have a number of commemorative speeches, and ceremonies for the innocent lives that were lost and celebration of a country that came together. Tomorrow. will be declared a National Day of Service by President Obama. Tomorrow will be a meaningful day.


September 11th Memorial from Jeffrey Lee on Vimeo.

08 September 2009

The Sight of Death

Recently an article came out (HERE) that the Associated Press had released a photo (HERE) of a soldier dying against the will of the family and Defense Secratary Robert Gates. According to the article; AP's statement in favor of running it said they wanted, "to make public an image that conveys the grimness of war and the sacrifice of young men and women fighting it."

The conflict is not uncommon and just maybe, in this particular circumstance, a different Lance Corporal's photograph could have been chosen. However, for a moment, I would like to discuss the decision that the Associate Press made, even defend it.

Working in the media requires a level of editorial judgment or knowing when to use propriety. At the same time; why is it that the current society, particularly in America, is so afraid of the truth?

Looking at the photo itself, I see the grimness of war, I see a slightly blurred picture of a soldier dying for what is right- standing for the very thing we take for granted in this country: freedom. I also see someone I wish could have made it home before this scene happened. For soldiers, for civilians- war is torturous. It's real and it's not pretty. War is hell.

I have seen worse. I have heard worse. And while there are images I probably wish I had not seen, I know that being educated to the world around me gives me a much more realistic perspective. The media cuts it out and American society hides from it.

During the Viet Nam war: it was the rise and expansion for the media in ways that had never been seen before. While there were images that were harsh or even tasteless, there were many more that needed to be seen- the public was interested, the public found their voice- through the images. Today- it's numbers, it's the "regular news of war" that are regularly reported...it is quickly dismissed, and even becomes the subject of annoyance for some who would prefer the fluff.

Again, perhaps at the family's request; the Associated Press could have not used that particular photo. BUT~ AP has thousands of photos they could use...and I DO applaud their expression of their First Amendment right: freedom of press, freedom of speech, freedom to tell the truth. Those who are dying need a voice as much as those who live. To tell the story of someone who would otherwise have no say- to be a journalist- carries a great weight, carries a great responsibility, carries a duty, to defy the odds of status quo and tell the truth.

Aftermath, my friends, is boring and complacent. Death, life, struggle, succession....being in the midst of these things- these are thrilling- for better or worse, these are the truth.

06 September 2009

Dirty Kitchen

Calvin at Dinner
Over the past several months; I have been watching & catching up on seasons of Kitchen Nightmares on Hulu.com. World renown Chef and restaurant owner, Gordon Ramsey, hosts the show. Some of you may know him from Hell's Kitchen and his tyrannizing calls for competing chefs to "step it up." He may come across as overbearing or too crass for the liking, but at the heart of Kitchen Nightmares; Ramsey encourages people to live up to their potential and get back the passion they started with when they first dove into owning "that" restaurant.

The premise of the show begins, always, with a restaurant that is failing. Owners usually know at the very least, they are not raking in enough cash to survive & their invitation to Ramsey is a hope to get through the crisis. Ramsey walks through the door, opens with eating from the menu, analyzing both the food and the situation, and even goes on a cleaning inspection. Most restaurants fail that latter.

But through the tough love rants and corrections that Ramsey makes, he always finds a way to connect w/ the human soft spot that is bring the owners and the workers of the restaurant down. He invests in them, helps them come up with a signature menu and usually helps remodel old decor.

Why do I mention this show? Mostly, because I think Kitchen Nightmares is worth watching if for no other reason than to be inspired to accomplish dreams. But I have to say, I have learned something about cooking, and the restaurant business (especially after spending time working as a waitress). Not only that; but I'm tempted to just start buying everything fresh daily...after seeing what frozen and left over food can really leave behind.

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November 6th/7th Raleigh, NC

30 August 2009

Plugging IN

hey everyone~ it's been sometime since we explored the net together, but now i have a number of things i recommend you read. why? b/c they offer a different perspective on the world than i could give. so sit back, get ready to click and enjoy.

**blogs
--amos lanka recently wrote a "book review" on a book called the history of love. the experpt he chose to focus on was called "the death of isaac babel," and the read was powerful in of itself. it focused on the silence of one man vs. the silence of God.

--harry rud, an aide worker in afghanistan, gave his collective thoughts on the recent and complicated election process there. his observations are intriguing, to say the least.

--rob stennett wants to know what's on your "list of shame?" what movies have you not watched or classic books have you not read that well...you missed? it's amazing that a number of us, among the same generation, responded...that we hadn't seen the goonies

--joseph thompson recently talked about what he thinks are the essential elements to a good story, esp. one that surrounds faith.

**bout the web
--relevant magazine had a fine article on why God allows pain. faith hopeler, the author of the article, ends it w/ a beautiful description at His response when we experience such pain.

--jaws in 60 seconds, you'll laugh your arse off.

--cracked.com recently did a synopsis on what it means to be "indie" in today's generation.

--we've all wondered about the guy who gets to name the hurricanes and tropical storms. wired magazine recently discussed what goes in to naming these powerful & sometimes destructive forces of nature.

**recommended reads
--i just finished a book called on photography by susan sontag (1977). sontag was an activist and literary theorist in the 1960s. her thoughts on the philosophy of photography, i can imagine were influenced by her visit some years earlier to hanoi. my reviews on her ideas are HERE and THERE.

hope you enjoyed. have a great weekend everyone!

29 August 2009

Movie Reviews: Imagination of a Hippie vs. a Kid

This week, I had the opportunity to see two different films this weekend, one @ the theater and one in the comfort of my home: Taking Woodstock and Son of Rambow. Here are my thoughts on how each played out from my perspective.

Taking Woodstock~ Based on the infamous concert that defined a culture in 1969, this film takes a look at one family in the center of it all. While I imagine the movie takes it's own liberties; the sex, drugs, hippies and the music are all there. The movie opens showing a very stagnant life of Elliot Teichberg, who works & takes care of his parents' motel. With status on the commerce committee in the local town, he convinces the bank to give him more time to pay off the mortgage of the motel. Seemingly at a loss for ideas, he finds out that a near-by town has rejected Woodstock Adventures request for land for their coming festival. Hoping to host a music festival of his own to raise money, he calls on Woodstock Adventures, and offers his property. They end up not only fixing up & using up the motel facilities for the managers of the festival, but they also take over a neighbor's land (Eugene Levy) for the concert & stage itself. The struggle for Elliot is his mother's over-bearing obsession with making money on everything she feels is being "ruined"- Elliot's father, however, comes alive and relishes in the number of people enjoying "peace, love & music" for three days...all under the care of new friend & trans-sexual body-gaurd, Vilma. Elliot, in his own right, takes a ride to find himself and become brave enough to realize where he truly belongs. The movie was well-thought out and I enjoyed the fact that it focused on one specific family, behind the scenes & at the center of it all. As for the music? The film did not focus on the concert itself, but as for the soundtrack- if you're looking for Jimi Hendrix or The Who, they aren't there, but tunes from Janis Joplin, the Doors (who turned down playing at the concert) and Crosby Stills & Nash did play themselves out. The documentary is more likely to focus on the music- but Taking Woodstock draws the audience closer to what may have been happening. The comedy is more ironic than laugh out loud, nevertheless, it makes it's point and brings out recognizable characters that we've all seen before in the newest generation of movie-making. I'd say, it's worth your ten-bucks to the theater.

Son of Rambow~ For anyone that ever had (or still has) a large imagination; this vibrant indie film is definitely one that explores the imagination of a boy who needed an out. Will Proudfoot comes from a family that belongs to the Church of the Brethren, a conservative denomination that keeps itself from anything it perceives at worldly, including television. Through a series of mishaps & run-in's w/ the school bully, Lee Carter, Will finds himself exposed to Rambo (1982), which Carter had pirated by taking a video camera to the theater. The movie inspires the boys to make their own film and Will's wild imagination gives him motivation to recap scenes from the movie. One of the unique effects show-cased in the movie was Will's imagination which often takes a cartoon form, just like his drawings. It adds a flair and makes the movie visually entertaining. Son of Rambow also enacts the growing friendship b/t two boys who's families, though, different, keep them from feeling like they really belong, except when they're together. It was definitely one of the most interesting and touching films I had seen in awhile. It comes close to Little Miss Sunshine, but certainly has it's own unique flavor. If you're looking for a night-in, this is a movie worth watching.

24 August 2009

Documenting the World, wk 38, Hovering Over the City

On our way to take some urban shots off Ponce and into Decatur, we saw some tremendous clouds in the sky the day. It looked like it could rain, but that afternoon, not a drop. Nevertheless, seeing such magnificant clouds above the Atlanta traffic was pretty cool.

23 August 2009

Sontag Book Review Part 2: Changing Views

"...the seemingly insatiable appetite for photography in the 1970s expresses more than the pleasure of discovering and exploring a relatively neglected art form; it derives much of its fervor from the desire to reaffirm the dismissal of abstract art which was one of the messages of the pop taste of the 1960s"(Susan Sontag, 1977)

I've finished reading Susan Sontag's book, On Photography. The book itself is more a philosophy on the art than an observation of it. Sontag was an activist in the 60s & 70s. And I have to say that her take on taking pictures can be very dark. Nevertheless, through the reading, she discusses why people take pictures in the first place, whether it be amateur photos for a family vacation to the depths of a professional photographer's mind.

As stated above the 60s ushered in photography in the way of displaying culture, "pop" culture and entertainment in way that had never before been seen. Sontag discusses earlier in the read that for decades photography had been more simply for "state record," in essence without raw emotion or pretentiousness...it had been a way of classifying and not considered art- few dared to call it that. But with every other "revolutionary" theme of 1960s; photography followed suit. This is not to say that pictures were unartistic, but they were not reveled in-prior to the time.

Andy Warhol made a masterful entrance into the pop culture world with his iconic images. Contemporary artist Billy Apple was also known for his conceptual artistic talents. Sontag mentions another intriguing photographer and artist that began ahead of her time- Diane Arbus. She had a taste for the "freaks" of society, she craved the strange artistic forms that such people offered.

But Sontag saw a swift attitude change in the 1970s. It seemed that everyone wanted a share in the artistic demand...and people began to explore the idea of capturing a once in a life-time a moment they might never get back.

Today, everyone has an opportunity to be a photographer, though not everyone may not have the ability. Classrooms teach it at colleges, digital makes pictures more accessible and photo-shop gives "artistic" a new catch. The cravings of the artist and the common man seem to merge at times, and at others, their eyes are drastically different in purpose or intent.

But no matter the time or reason, people are desperate to have a record, proof of their life, something to show more than what they think they seem- and pictures show just that. And still there are those behind the button of the camera that are searching for something, a diamond in the rough so to speak- something that will give what they're about to record meaning and a voice- a face- a name.